I haven't posted in quite a while, mostly because I've been traveling. After my exam, my friend Melissa and I flew to Cairo, Egypt (see picture!), then Istanbul Turkey, Paris, France and then I took the train to Nice and Barcelona. 17days in all. I was quite exhausted after all of it and needed pretty much a full week to decompress and process the experience. I can't say I have fully processed the amazing journey yet. Things went wrong (food poisoning, missed trains and lost luggage) but that is all part of the experience I guess! I read "Antony and Cleopatra" a bit trite to read in Egypt perhaps but a classic. I also read
Back in London and I'm starting to miss science. I've been reading and visiting galleries (I've been to the National Gallery at three times since I got back on the 14th.) seeing shows (Thriller Live with the API group) and watching the BBC (there is quite a scandal over here involving a bunch of MP's claiming expenses that they shouldn't have - it's been going on for a while but has reached boiling point). This is all well and good, but I find myself watching TED talks and reading journal articles...yes reading journal articles in my free time...for fun! I had forgotten that I loved science so much. In engineering at Michigan there was always so much to learn so quickly. It was all so serious and important and stressful. Now, given so much time to just relax and unwind, exams and papers finished, I find myself drawn back to my research and what I plan on studying when I get home. I am grateful for this down time. With nothing to do I have re-centered myself and found myself again. I know what I want to do and why. Truly, I have remembered that I am going to graduate school because I love what I do. I don't love the stress, exams, homework assignments, but I love the science.
At the same time I have on my book shelf: "Hard Times" by Dickens, "The Man Who Would Be King" Rudyard Kipling, "Daisy Miller and Other Stories" by Henry James. I also try to go to one gallery or museum in London every other day (I tried everyothere day but it was too much). The National Gallery is my favorite and I like the Impressionist wing. Today my "assignment" is to find an Opera for my friend Margaret and I to see, and plan the trip for when my mom comes. Melissa and I have also been talking about taking the train to Brighton for a day - sometime before I leave London. Life in London is this wonderful woven tapestry of new and old, beautiful and ugly, serious and sill and I feel like I am a thread being stitched into it, and it is being stitched into me.
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